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Rather Part II

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Part II: Cas, to Dean

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Don't ask me if I can see that I'm forgiven
'Cause we both know the answer isn't yes
You'd rather have me cursed than not with you
I'd rather have you win, have you blessed

I'd rather I don't fight on your end
I destroyed everything once
And I will destroy again
It's still too much to call me your friend
So don't put too much stock in me
I don't care where your Cas went

I just wanna watch the bees
I just wanna live in peace
I just really wanna get high
I just wanna go back to Meg
the hospital and all my meds
I just really want to survive
This time

Don't ask me if I can fix what's broken
'Cause we both know the answer is no
I've no shot this time at redemption
I'm staying here in purgatory while you get to go

Back to Sam, and back to earth
You're better off without me
This is how I'll prove my worth
We'll be together till the end
But my end comes before yours
'Cause I think my time is spent

I just want this fight to cease
I just wanna die in peace
I just really wanna get high
I want you to go back to Sam
Back to ganking ghosts in Nottingham
I just want you to survive
This time

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from Fandomtastic!, released May 28, 2012

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