BoyFeelings

by saintdoriangray

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released May 28, 2012

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Track Name: Tell You No
Love was never kind
I was always blind
To the world outside
Trying to be nice
I'm just second rate
Never had a date
Won't stay out to late
Feelin' Desperate

So I was taught to say
See? I've no life
But to play housewife to you
I've just lost time
Lost track of what I've left to lose
Too late, no games
Easy enough for us to win
All pain, no gain
This relationship was damned to end

(So) What's it like to be wanted
For once not forgotten
For once, not just left to second place
What's it like to be cherished
For once, not embarrassed
By dying to save face
What's it like to be loved

I was taught to say
I guess, I'm blessed
with a brain and some vocal cords
Loveless would obsess
Till both of us are finally bored
But I say, get laid
Get dirty and let's get down
I rest my case
I don't know how to talk right now

So gimme a sec, 'cause we both know we both go way back
But it's been a long time, so cut me a little slack

Chorus

I'll let you in without a kiss
I've never done this kind of shit before
I'm crazy and I'm dangerous
And all I wanna do is tell you no

Chorus
Track Name: In The Rye
The summer rain falls down and I can't make it stop
I've always like the cold more than I've liked you hot
But I was never meant to swim
Dear Noah, build a boat, this flood'll take me, take me down and in

Don't underestimate this empty lot
Empty heads will con and commit fraud
Empty hearts like me will tell you truth, I'll tell you straight
Holden Caulfield always caught your lies

Will you catch me if I fall off of the river bend,
My love, my love
Catch me if I fall right off this bridge
Will you catch me if I fall off of this ledge again,
my love my love
Catch me if I fall right off this cliff?

The autumn heat comes back and I can't seem to stop
I like you better after we've argued and fought
But I was never all that nice
Dear Moses, give me rules, this sin'll take me, freeze me up in ice

Don't underestimate this empty kiss
A cheek is only lips I've seemed to miss
Cheek is all I'll give you, the rest you'll have to steal
Holden Caulfield's the only thing that's real

Will you catch me if I fall off of the river bend,
My love, my love
Catch me if I fall right off this bridge
Will you catch me if I fall off of this ledge again,
My love, my love
Catch me if I fall right off this cliff?

Will you catch me if I fall off of the center stage,
My love, my love
Catch me if I run right through the rye
Will you catch me if I fall into a bitter rage,
My love, my love
Catch me or don't catch me I'll be fine

Will you catch me if I fall in love with you again,
My love, my love
Catch me if I run and pass you by?
Will you catch me if I fall for all these other men,
My love, my love
My darling, lover, catcher in the rye.
Track Name: Stupid
By far, I could do better, they told me so
I could do worse, I said, I could do worse
I still have time have time to kill, before I go
I could do worse

It's nice to know I'm leaving, because I'd hate to stay
I've got a limit, I've just got a year
But all these damn boyfeelings never seem to go away
And nothing out there could ever compare

To the way that you make me feel
Dumber than I ever knew
To the way that you say that you're
Stupidest out of your crew
And I thought you had something
That's make you, make me wait
But it's okay, you don't
It's okay, you won't like me back
It's not your choice
Track Name: Mine
I was never one to ink, but just to scar
Just like the lion in my
Heart was never one to think, to go too far
Over the deep end where all my good thoughts

Lie in wait
They died too late
These thoughts of how I was yours

But this body is mine to destroy, mine to fill up, mine to waste away
This body is mine to enjoy, mine to give up
mine to tear into itty bitty pieces tiny shards to sharp to play
And I would understand if you would
Facepalm in your hands
And never look at me the way I look at you

I was never one to blink, nor wield a pen
Nor treat my body like a
Temple, prison of the spirits passed
From when they left their bodies just to

Lie in wait
I'd entertain
Thoughts how this body could be yours

Chorus
Track Name: Movin' On
There's your one chance,
baby, go crazy right now
Skip the romance,
just because I don't know how

To flirt, to wait
To keep patience on my brain
No time to play
All these stupid subtle games
'Cause I'm movin' on to
Bigger and better things

There's my one chance,
Baby, I'm lazy, too bad
I go too fast
Never too slow, I'm too sad

Chorus

'Cause I'm moving on to
Bigger and better
You would go get her
But I haven't met her
And we ain't together
'Cause I'm movin' on to
Bigger and better things