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Inspired by these Wolves, Benders, and Fake-Lawyers

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released July 30, 2012

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Track Name: Little Red
Little red riding hood put your coat on
Mommy's gonna get you good, get you so far
Away, away from the woods where the big bad
Wolf and his big red eyes and his big band

Pack your bags, little red, hurry up love
Wolves are hungry, intimate, a little rough
around the edges, where the wolfsbane
Gives a sharp sweet scent turn sacred to profane

All the better to eat you with my love
The better to see you with my love
The better to hear you scream my love, my mate, my own
All the better to greet you with my love
The better to beat you with my love
the better to need you, need you close and always

Little red riding hood, take your best friend
Scott McCall and then run for the weekend
Adderall all you want, but to defend
You I need to know you're safe and away from

Me and my big red eyes and my big bad pack
And my big bad lies, then I can attack
The fears and the heat and I can relax
Track you into the woods and I'll hunt again

Chorus

No, 'cause I definitely had this problem before
Where puppy eyes just turned into more
And you came across all of the lore
So don't tell me that we weren't warned
You hit me while I was on the floor
Dying, hurting, killing for air and I wished you were there with me

Chorus

All the better to take you with my love
The better to mate with you my love
The better to fake the way I want to hurt you
All the better to break you in my love
The better to shake you with my love
The better to hate the way I need you always

Chorus

Little Red, you said that
I've been running this whole time and
Come away with me and keep me
Human be my anchor
Little Red, I said that
I don't trust you, I was lying
Come away with me and keep me human
Track Name: Big Bad
You could say that I was used to
Love in the form of need-to-know
I need to know if you're so down with
Me in the form of human girl and

I think that you're pretty slick
You're built like a brickhouse
Killer like you sticks out

Rabid like a ripped kid
Ridin' on my dipstick
Take you in my basket, love

You'll play out my big bad wolf
And I'll play out your little red riding hood
Best be back by ten before
The curfew strikes, 'cause you're my little good
Boy, come here and grab a taste of
All my sweetness, don't be late 'cause
You're my secret, I'm your little red
On your ledger

You could say that you've been touched by
Fate, or Kate--it rhymes, what's the difference
Figure out my love is just your
Hate, too late, this fling was just too intense

Hot and heavy, you got burned too
Fast to keep up with me
Murder in the first degree

Kiddo, sink or swim now
Hoping that you would drown
The animal you really are

You'll play out my big bad wolf
And I'll play out your little red riding hood
Complicated hardly cuts it
Hardly makes gets me high like I knew you would
Blow some smoke in your direction
Blow you up in resurrection
I'm your savior, I'm that little red
On your ledger

You say I'm a monster
I say that you're hot, sir
I say that you grew up well
Filled out really nicelym
I should let you bite me
You might like to hear me yell
And scream and fuck some more
Saddle up, you two-buck whore

'Cause I'll play out your big bad wolf
And you'll play out my little red riding hood
Keep you dazzled, keep you straight
You'll keep me as your mate, 'cause you think you could
Keep me here as yours forever
I feel great when we're together
Things are finally going according to plan
My little red.
Track Name: Lycanthropic Tendencies - Derek
Baptize me and keep me afloat
Hold me up, don't let me go
Because you need me here and now
Don't let him think too far ahead or he'll find me out
of breath, of things to say
to make you stay
'Cause these lycanthropic tendencies
just chose you as my--wait
Don't go that way

Talk for me
Run from me
And leave me out to dry
'Cause I'm not yours
And you sure as hell ain't mine
Take my words
And spread my hurt
And pass this sour wolf by
With one word on his lips and it's

Through fire or through rain
You know we're just the same
The sanest of Beacon Hills
We're just looking to survive, not looking for a thrill
Of death, of air breathe
to make me bleed
'Cause these lycanthropic tendencies
're just looking for a need
to fulfill

Chorus

You have nothing to be scared of
I have everything to lose
You're the holy ghost of werewolves
I've got everything to prove
You're pack, so turn your back on me

Chorus
Track Name: Lycanthropic Tendencies - Stiles
My honey's got a boyfriend, they're rolling in diamonds rings
(and we've got a store of wolfsbane in the back)
Hold still or we'll bite you, claw you, fight you, show your fangs
(i'll show you how I work with mountain ash)
And this teleiophilia is grabbing ahold of me
(maybe this year, I'll make lacrosse first string)
Losing all control because my baby can't control his heat

And all the Adderall
In the universe couldn't save me from
A werewolf's call
to let his honey know his darling
Alpha's on
way to save the town from a dire end

Chorus
This is just another teenage romance I'll mess up
And I'm just another teen wolf fairy tale back drop
This is just another teenage romance I'll fuck up
This is just another teen wolf fairy tale, starring Scott McCall

Bestie's got a girlfriend, they're rolling in his back seats
(I know that you can't help your lycanthropy)
Babe's got a Camaro, and I've got a run down Jeep
(His sister could've fixed it for me, sister could've fixed it for me)
And these lycanthropic tendencies are grabbing ahold of me
(He'd rip my throat out with his teeth)
I swear that I meant bestiary, not bestiality

And all the Adderall
in the world can't keep me focused on
Scott McCall
and his problems with the Argents but
My Alpha's on
his way to save me from a dire end

Chorus
Track Name: Blessed
Running through the woods
I speak a language my family had forgot
A freedom and a power my children would never know
This old neighborhood
Where my glory has finally rot
Down to a shell of a home where Wolf's Bane grows

Chorus
And I'd have a contingency plan for
The times when I would get caught
Playing dress up
With A
Girl Named
Lydia
I must confess
I was blessed, I was blessed
With a house fire

Running through the town
I hold a service my pack had not received
A baptism in venom and in flowers death to me
This old Beacon Hills
Where the deadbeats finally meet the rich
I'm the Alpha of my pack you're not Omega not a Beta but a
---Wait, You're. Mine. So.

Chorus
Track Name: Full Moon Rising
My sun, my life, my stars
My head, my breath, my warmth
My heart, I lost six years ago
Your silence and my rage
Are written in my grave
Six feet underneath, six feet below

Need you with me
Full moon rising
You would never leave me
Full moon rising

My daylight and my pack
Might never come back
My lack of heart bit me again
But you'd be here to run
Your motormouth and your father's gun
Your love would save me now, save me then

Chorus

My sun, my life, my stars
My head, my breath, my warmth
My heart, I got back two days ago
Track Name: Hands
I could play lacrosse
And I could take away pain
I'll give you sixteen reasons
To know we're not the same.
I'll strip off leather jackets
And take up metal chains
I'll scratch at freezer boxes
And freeze at angry names

And all I asked for
Is not to feel so helpless and all
I wanted just to feel safe
And all I asked for
Is just to play the hero and
All I needed was
to keep my demons at bay

These hands would break
These hands would make
me stronger than I ever was
These hands would feel
And I would heal
All wounds and all my scars
These hands could hold you close
And keep you safe and warm
Without harm
Without destruction in their wake

I could brush on Erica's make-up
I could claw my way through hell
I could kiss you when you wake up
But I'd never kiss and tell
I could have saved my brother
In blood and in my pack
Hands can't keep me under
'Cause I'll always come right back

Chorus
With love to spare

I could give a hug
I could say I love you
I could tell my dad
I miss when he didn't used to
Tell me not to touch
Tell me not to brag
Tell me that this family's
All I have
Track Name: Worst Case Scenario
Every morning I wake up
With a headcount of how many bruises I have to hide
I slap on my make-up
That I stole from my best friend's girlfriend's best friend's side
And I plaster a smile on my face
'Cause disaster could strike any day

I wake up and my mom is dead
My dad could die of a heart attack
My best friend just might kill me if
The hunters don't yet get to him
And Derek could kill everyone
The Alpha could kill everyone
Hell, I sure could kill everyone
But at least I'm prepared
For the worst case scenario

Every morning I wake up
With a headache--that is if I went to sleep at all
I might pop a Xanax,
Maybe an aspirin, lorazepam, or adderall
And I warm up my limbs and vocal cords
And these would be the losses I can't afford

'Cause I wake up and my mom is dead
My dad could die of a heart attack
My best friend just might kill me if
The hunters don't yet get to him
And Derek could leave Beacon Hills
Lydia might not wake up still
I might overdose on my pills
But at least I'm prepared
For the worst case scenario

'Cause I wake up and my mom is dead
My dad ate greasy foods again
It's my fault that Scott got bit
At least he still has Allison
But I'm quite useless to the pack
They might leave and they won't come back
My dad might pick up on my tracks
And my boyfriend's going to leave me
They might tell me that I'm wrong
But all my family might be gone
Derek finally might move on
But at least I'm prepared
For the Worst Case Scenario

Every morning I wake up
With a headcount of how many things might go awry
I'll say them to myself
Not soft enough for a werewolf to reply and lay out
The Best Case Scenario
Track Name: Let Him Go, Lydia!
I'm in love with a motor mouth
With lips I'd kiss till they fall silent
Easy to spot in the middle of a crowd
With awkward limbs and autopilot
Words I'd never dare myself to speak out loud
Scents I'd never dare myself to love right now

He's in love with
Lydia
How do you
Keep him so
Adorable/Damn Wonderful/Delectable
Won't you tell me
Lydia
I need you
To let him go
To let him go

I'm in love with a teenager
Too young too dumb to know my pain
I'm in love with a genius
I can't help but want his world to be the same
Before the bite, before his life turned upside-down
Before the danger and how I can't control myself

Chorus

Oh well daddy-o, you wanna go for the gold
For the hold his hand and kiss him good night
You wanna go for the mile record high
With Stiles at your side
so honey you can sleep tight
But you gotta get past the queen, the lean, mean
werewolf beating machine
Immune, singing tunes to the key of A Major
The A stands for Alpha and we stand for Danger
I gotcha back, Daddy-Derek for the Sterek
Isaac and my homeboy Boyd gotcha lyrics
Gotcha serenading left and right
You're the one direction and he'll be rushin' big time

Chorus
Track Name: Let Me Go, Lydia! (Move On)
What is this feeling I think it's happiness
I'm sorry about the things that I'd confessed
But if you're gone, I'd rip myself to shreds
The choice ain't mine to make, but yours to give
And even though you helped create this mess
Won't change my mind that you deserve the best
I'll leave you to it, tear you out my chest
And I think it's time to move on

What is this feeling, It feels just like the end
Of an era, of a maybe ten year plan
To get you to notice me and then
Maybe have a date, 'cause we had that dance
But a dance is just a thing a chance
For a one-time almost there romance
But now I've gotta buckle up, get my big boy pants
'Cause we know it's time to move on

I was in love with Lydia
How do you know that you're so wonderful
Won't you tell me Lydia
I need you to love him always, love him always
Lydia
How did you save the world, save the world
Won't you tell me Lydia
I need you to let me go, to let me go yeah

What is this feeling I think it's happiness
It's love of yours, and It's not mine, I guess
it's time to move on.
Track Name: Saint Stilinski
Run to where the West Coast meets the trees
Run my little werewolf, come to me
Come and go wild in the city streets
Bring me a child to love, for us to keep

I pray to gods I don't believe in
Buddha, Krishna, Saint Teresa
Hoping that temptation might hold out

I'll shout a hallelujah
to Saint Christopher that he might save me
Cry Ave Maria
to Saint Hubert so that they won't take me
Down before I tell you
All the things I never told you
All the times that I would scold you
'Cause, hon, all I want's to hold you
Tight and never let you go

Baptize me by fire and by rain
(I'm not yours, you're not mine to tame)
I'm your kryptonite, you're my wolfsbane
(If you get hurt, then I'm to blame)
I'd still bleed you out and cut off all your pain
(Tell me your secret, what's your name?)
I keep you grounded and you keep me sane

I pray to ghosts, though I can't see them
Momma, Laura, Kate and even
Though they haunt me I think I'll hold out

Chorus

I'll steal your love though I can't keep it
Pray that you'll stay safe and sleep in
Don't worry about how I've been holding out

I'll shout Christe Eleison
To Saint Sebastian so that he might break me
Cry a Glory be
to Saint Helena so that she might make me
Inhale all of your affection
Exhale out your misdirection
I'll take you and your imperfection
You'll be safe with my protection
From yourself

Chorus
Track Name: Boy Who Runs With Wolves
There's a boy who runs with wolves
With a love of which I've never seen
And I guess, I'm blessed to have met him before
My rest eternal and

All he would fear is
The fear of illusion and
All that he spoke was
sarcastic confusion and
All the love he knows is gone forever

And though I had left I swear
I would come back so you
Wouldn't forget about the
Boy who runs with
Pack is the calling and
We weren't falling in
Love was the anchor for the
Boy who runs with wolves

There's a boy who runs with wolves
With a power which I've never seen
And I wept for anger, for memories that
I know didn't happen and

All that he'd cry for is
loss of his human side
All that he'd die for is
keeping his friends alive
All the lies he says will stay forever

Chorus

There's a boy who runs with wolves
With a magic which I'll never speak of
the best new legend they tell in the West
coast forest of Beacon Hills
Track Name: The Cost of Amon
Danger has watched me
Ever since I was young
Winter has taught me
I'm all you ever loved

Love is all I wanted
You were all I lost
Noatak, never forgotten
Tarrlok was all you cost

(You Said) Run with me brother
Maybe I should have
(Should have) Gone with you brother
Leave while I still can
(Your words) made everything
Clear as a button
(You were) Nothing to fear
But fear is for nothing
But you

Curses have watched me
Ever since I was young
Bloodbending taught me
You're all I ever loved

Love was all I wanted
Time is all I lost
Amon's reign aborted
Noatak's all it cost
Track Name: Fuck You Harvey Specter
Harvey Specter, I think you're impossible, incorrigible
Douchebag to the ninetieth degree, fuck you 'cause you're an asshole
Too bad that my hormones care to disagree, they think you're not so
Bad, and that you're kind of like a cactus, kiwi, or pineapple

All the random parts of me,
My eidetic memory
Say that you're something of a manwhore
I'd rather not submit to cheese
Or plot device written by tweens
But there's just one thing that my hormones can't ignore

Harvey Specter, You're a dick
(La da's!)

Harvey Specter, I think you're improbable, intolerable
It's hard to think that Donna ever thought that you were so lovable
Harvey? Hardly lovable, it's more like he's hormonal, lustful
Dreamy, handsome, attractive, and--shit

All of the associates and
Rachel, Donna, Louis Litt
Say that you're something of a manwhore
I'd rather not we play this game
It's something of a cliche
But there's just one thing my hormones can't ignore

Harvey Specter, You're a dick
(La da's!)

It's nice to see you haven't moved
I visit evenings and afternoons
But you admit you're something of a manwhore
We both tend to play it straight
And this exception's kinda gay
And there's one thing that my hormones just can't ignore

Harvey Specter, I want your dick
(La da's!)
Track Name: Sky Fall//Demo
If the sky falls down and I blame it on the old age
Will the sun come out and keep me in the shadows?
If the sky falls down and it looks just like the old days
Will the past catch up this time?

You think I'm burning up
Burned out and burned to the ground
Turned in my badge and i'm out of the crowd
I think I'm frozen in ice water-WHISKEY ALPHA
SIERRA TANGO ECHO DELTA now

And if this sovereign ends
Like how it began to dry up
And if I get a glimpse of
heaven, it sure as hell ain't here

If the sky falls down and I blame it on the old age
Will the underground still run?
If the sky falls down and it looks just like the old days
Will fluorescent lights keep calm and carry on?

If the sky falls down and I blame it on the old age
Will the UK fall apart?
If the sky falls down and it looks just like the old days
Will M still break my heart?
Track Name: Melissa, Don't Cry
Melissa, sharp as nails
For when all else fails,
But your boy made first line this time
Melissa, calm the storms
Hold back all the warning
Signs that he'll hit back this time

Melissa, don't cry---or lie to yourself again
Melissa, don't cry, Oh no

Melissa, turn your back
Stand up straight and tall
Make sure to keep your heart in your chest again
Melissa, close your eyes
This ain't no surprise
When the world comes crashing down again

Melissa, don't cry: It's better in the end
Melissa, don't cry, Oh no

Chorus
Running faster, fate feels like disaster
Shout it from the rafters
We're so done
Stupid Bastards, fate is not our master/Start with laugher, end happy ever after
Mama, let's get plastered
Once we've won
'Cause I'm happy to be grounded by you

Melissa, turn away
From your baby boy
Grown up, he's made a mess again
Melissa, duck your head
Tuck it to your chest
Just let him breathe by himself again

Melissa, don't cry: He's not himself right now
Melissa, don't cry, Oh no
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Chorus

Melissa, open up and see
He's not a monster he's just desperately
Trying to keep things
Safe and sound all together
To shield you from the dark
Melissa, so don't you cry
Don't you dare wander off in the night
Wondering why
Fate would dare get the better
Of me and you

Chorus
Track Name: Love Among Wolves
Stay safe my baby boys
May your blood never run cold
May you have a hand to hold you through
The kindest suns and roughest moons
Love well, my baby boys, love well
I'll tell you about the boy who runs with wolves
And howls like silver bells

But please my baby boy, be mine for me
Don't give your self so easily away
Please my baby boy, don't open up your heart
Or ask the boy who runs with wolves to stay

I just want you to be loved as you are
Without baring your heart for all to see
I want you to be loved as you are
My darling baby boy, Olly

Good night, my baby boys
May your love ever run hot
May all your pack be legend
and never be forgot
So sleep, my baby boys, now sleep
I'll tell you about the boy who runs with wolves
whose love is yours to keep

please my baby boy, be a boy for me
'cause i'd rather be the one you hate, than them.
I'd rather that you punch and scream and tell me that I'm bad
But I love you more than they do, I would love you to the end

I just want you to be loved as you are
Without baring your heart for all to see
I want you to be loved as you are
My darling baby gi--boy, Andy

Be good my baby boys, don't get hurt
Never use your fangs or claws and always use your words
Say please and thank you and you're welcome, and excuse you
Do as I say, not as I do
I'm happy, baby boys, you were born
I'm sorry I have to leave for work in the morning

I just want you to be loved as you are
Without baring my heart for all to see
I want you to be loved as you are
My darling baby love
My darling baby love
Track Name: Fault Line
Mama, I know
Boys don't cry wolf
Or am I just a special case?
Mama, tell me
Am I dreaming?
But everything is out of place

It's my fault I couldn't say goodbye
To hazelnut and apple pie
Made fresh on Sunday mornings
I can't control the weather or the time
'Cause if I could I'd turn back nine
Years before when this town was boring.
I still hear you singing lullabies when I'm asleep

Mama, I guess
I need my rest
This house is empty, filled with ghosts
Mama, tell me
Am I dreaming?
Of all things, I miss you the most

It's my fault I couldn't say goodbye
'Cause I was caught up in these lies
I made to keep me safe and warm
I can hear the fire in the cracks
of my head, I still watch my back
'cause I'm never safe from harm.
I still hear you singing lullabies

And nobody tells me what to do
I'm not grounded but I'd choose to be
If it means that you're alive
I do what I want when I want
But I'd rather you yell than haunt
Me, who knows if I'll survive

It's my fault I couldn't say goodbye
To chestnut hair and family ties
Are nothing if they're untangled way too soon
I can hardly tell what's on the right or left
But I could tell you Jesus wept
So maybe I could weep now too.
I still hear you singing lullabies
Track Name: When We Were Eight
Asthma attacks
I struggle to breathe in
And I would beg for the oxygen
To save me, to save me from
Untimely death by my own feeble body

Jackson attacks
he's the best, but still I try
To net the ball and make first line
And maybe, and maybe
I'll make my papa proud

But I'm glad to have my best friend at my back
But the cracks in your armor are showing and
Bleeding crazy all over this pack
And don't think we can't tell, 'cause we know that you're
Giving up on everything we had
Since we were eight
When we were eight

Werewolves attack
And I fight to gain control
After eleven years now I know
What it's like to, what it's like to
Wish for more Adderall in my diet and

Hunters attack
And hell if we survive
Get the getaway jeep and then we'll drive
Away from, away from your
Death-wish and reckless endangerment

Chorus

Eight years solid and I had a Stiles
Twelve years it took me just to run a mile
Without inhaling albuterol while
You faked my time for me and
Fourteen years and we were never so sweet
Like sixteen is bitter but better than beatings
And hospital visits to both of our moms
But you stopped visiting with me a long, long time ago

I'm shit without my best friend at my back
And I'm mad that you're tired of everything
Going crazy and all the odds are stacked
Against team McStilinski and nothing is
Worse than the feeling
That Imma be losing
My lover, my best friend, my pack
When you said I always had you
You said it too little too late
When you said I always had you
You meant when we were eight