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released May 28, 2012

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Track Name: Rather Part I
I'm kinda glad you didn't see me drinking myself into a stupor every night
I'm kinda glad that you forgot me, for a moment I had the old Cas back in sight

And I swear
My life wasn't the same without you
We both know
Our team's a better three than a two
And I know
I don't do the chick flick
Just had to gank Dick
Hope that the bone sticks
Run through the woods just to prove
I'd rather have you

At first, I was kinda glad that you'd drowned for a little bit
I'd rather have you go first, so you don't see my life turning to shit
But I'd always make a joke, I knew you wouldn't get
And I'd fuck some bitches up just to make sure I don't lose it

And I swear
My life wasn't the same without you
We both know
If I decided to continue
This lifestyle
I think I'd die while
All these monsters pile
On me, you don't have to prove
I'd still rather have you

Can't you see you're forgiven by me, Castiel
Need you to fight right beside me, Castiel

And I swear
My life wasn't the same without you
My best friend
Drowned in a lake, 'cause I knew
I knew
Angels can't care
Vessels break here
Driven mad just to prove
That I couldn't have you.
Track Name: Rather Part II
Don't ask me if I can see that I'm forgiven
'Cause we both know the answer isn't yes
You'd rather have me cursed than not with you
I'd rather have you win, have you blessed

I'd rather I don't fight on your end
I destroyed everything once
And I will destroy again
It's still too much to call me your friend
So don't put too much stock in me
I don't care where your Cas went

I just wanna watch the bees
I just wanna live in peace
I just really wanna get high
I just wanna go back to Meg
the hospital and all my meds
I just really want to survive
This time

Don't ask me if I can fix what's broken
'Cause we both know the answer is no
I've no shot this time at redemption
I'm staying here in purgatory while you get to go

Back to Sam, and back to earth
You're better off without me
This is how I'll prove my worth
We'll be together till the end
But my end comes before yours
'Cause I think my time is spent

I just want this fight to cease
I just wanna die in peace
I just really wanna get high
I want you to go back to Sam
Back to ganking ghosts in Nottingham
I just want you to survive
This time
Track Name: Apocalypse Go!
My savior was a long time hustler, went pro and blacked out
My savior was a strict professional hunter and devout
My Lord sent a lovely angel to free me from the other side
My God went Old Testament and my angel baby's ready to smite

Love is all I need
Eyes matching blue and green
Love is all I need
To survive

It's the Apocalypse
Fast forward to the end of the world
Hide your diamonds and hide your pearls
Love the beautiful boys and girls
And we're gonna be fine

My baby was a slick Impala, 67 Chevrolet
My baby was a sick, sick ride and I'll take my baby to my grave
My Lord sent a lovely savior to free me from the pit of hell
My God went away from me, 'cause my Daddy'd never kiss and tell

Chorus

My honey was a sweet sweet catch a present I got from the bees
My honey was a table full of manners a screw you before a please
My Lord sent my lovely honey to keep me here on Earth
My God kept on resurrecting me, three strikes done re-birthed

Chorus
Track Name: My Name is Phil
When I was younger, my grandfather told me
About the greatest hero he had ever seen
He saved my grandpa's life from Hydra
The one, the only, brave Captain America

Chorus
So thank you Captain America
Someone please thank Cap America
Oh Yeah thank Captain America for me

When I was younger, I bought my first comics
And read how the Cap had saved more than a hundred troops
I fell in love with Peggy alongside him
And it broke my heart and mended to a bruise

Chorus

Just the best Captain America
Stands for all that's America
The brave, the bold, the beautiful country

You're my Captain America
That one saves lives in America
Who keeps he here alive and now I'm free

Chorus
Track Name: Reckless
Thank you, Captain America
Your input is just so invaluable
Your presence is oh so unbearable
Existence is just quite the miracle
For all the time spent as a Capsicle
I'm sure for you, the army was flexible
'Cause you're the only tail around accessible
So here's to Captain America

You get on me about my drinking
I think it's because you can't get smashed
Well, Steve-o that shit ain't my problem
Just like how this future's come too fast

And I know that you wish that you were dead
See that special snowflake, yeah the one that's in your head
You think you're the exception branded white-blue-red
There's nothing you can s hay to me that Pepper hasn't said
You mean nothing more to me both on or off my bed
Go on, hit me, you're the perfect gentleman

I guess that Howard'd
rise from his grave to actually make me play nice
But I never wanted to impress him, no

You get on me, about my sex life
I think it's because you think I'm straight
Well, Tony, that shit ain't my problem
I'd do better than you any day

And I know that you wish that you were dead
See that special snowflake, yeah the one that's in your head
You think you're the exception branded gold and hot-rod red
There's nothing you can say to me that Bucky hasn't said
You mean nothing more to me both on or off my bed
Go on, hit me, you're the perfect gentleman

I guess that Howard'd
rise from his grave to actually make me play fair
But I never wanted t o impress him, no

Thank you, Captain America
Your input is just so invaluable
Your presence is oh so unbearable
Existence is just quite the miracle
For all the time spent as a Capsicle
I'm sure for you, the army was flexible
'Cause you're the only tail around accessible
So here's to Captain America
Thank you, Captain America
Track Name: Norse Legends
You will never die a warrior's death
I would never see the day you rest
You would live to see what I become
A king or Asgard's guardian I only wish you love

But in case the fates have my fate reversed
Lest you the brother blessed and I the brother cursed
Loki, Come Home

I'd spin the tallest tales for you
I'll ride beluga whales for you
'Cause we're the legends everybody talks about
I'll call up thunder, call up fame
Call up love in Odin's name
'Cause no one in the Nine Realms could ever be so loud
And they'll know you are mine

You will never have a warrior's grave
An honor bestowed upon all those wise and all those sage
Brother I was always such a fool
But here and now you would twist me and would use me like a tool

I only wish you get this message first
'Cause Heimdall sees all nine realms and he sees you getting worse
Loki, Come Home

Chorus x2

Here I give a promise that I won't be there to break
I will never leave for as long as you will take
All glory the given to me is yours as well as mine
Brother I will never leave you
Track Name: In Six-Eight
1 2 3 4 5 6 Too bad my babydoll danced in eight
I don't know the difference 'cause I showed up a little too late

Dancing was never specialty
But neither was fighting
But I still did both
I see the way hips sway and Bucky'd say
"Go get 'em tiger"
It was oh so long ago

1 2 3 4 5 6 Seventy years spent in ice asleep
My world is in danger, and this is my usual reveille

Thor might've got on with Dum Dum
And Clint with Morita
But that thought just won't--
Still see the way hips sway and Tony'd say
"Go get 'em, tiger"
But he doesn't know

I'm still learning to dance
With a teacher who doesn't get
I'm just not up to speed
Still see the way hips sway and Peggy'd say
"Go get' em, tiger"
And I'd think that "She's all I need"

1 2 3 4 5 6, 1 2 and I'll have to start again
I'll fall asleep this time and wake up with everyone gone again
1 2 3 4 5 6 Dance and maybe I'll fall in love
Who are you kidding, two left feet, you'd fall with a simple shove

1 2 3 4 5 6 See this Apocalypse through
and save humanity
They're no commandos, but responsibility says
They belong to me
1 2 3 4 5 6 Headcount
Avengers Assemble, assemble on me
1 2 3 4 5 6 Headcount
Avengers Assemble, assemble on me

1 2 3 4 5 6 Too bad my babydoll danced in eight
I don't know the difference 'cause I showed up a little too late
Track Name: Happy Steve Birthday Rogers
Happy Steve Birthday Rogers
Happy Fourth of July
We'll gorge ourselves on burgers
And light up the whole damn sky

Everywhere we go
Everyone knows your name
Savior of the free world
And conduit of America's fame

And baby you're a long way from home
The underground and seventy years
But honey we've gotta go
Get up and grind your gears

Happy Steve Birthday Rogers
Happy Fourth of July
We'll maybe catch that movie
Where you punched Hitler 200 times

Proud and Fearless
Almost to a fault
I almost wanna vomit
If you weren't so damn hot

You stand for freedom stand for right
Fixin' what's wrong here
Calling on our people to fight
Kickin' ass and drinkin' beer

I'm sorry you can't get drunk
but I think that's okay
You make up for with stamina
and savin' the American Way

[IT'S A FUCKING INTERLUDE]

Happy Steve Birthday Rogers
Happy Fourth of July
We'll gorge ourselves on burgers
And light up the whole damn sky

Happy Steve Birthday Rogers
And, I guess America, too
Let's fix our fuckin' country
And tell the world a fuck you
Track Name: Spent
I felt so alone for what felt like an eternity
But then I caught your eye and I begged you not to save me
But that would be the last time I asked
'Cause you would do it anyways
I know that you always have my back
I'd rather have you cursed, rather have you with me

I would spend the rest of my life with you

I felt so lost when you finally left me
It may have been for the best for my humanity
But I would be the reason you fell
But you'd have done it anyways
But I'd rather take another trip back to hell
Than not have you here with me in purgatory

I would spend the rest of my life with you

I want you to have a good life
I could provide you a good life
I would give you all of my life
I would spend the rest of my life with you
Track Name: Fear of God
Saving the world is like getting your teeth pulled
They keep falling out, you were meant to be ruled
And I was meant to be kind
But when push comes to shove and love on the line

We'll pull you apart
And stitch you back up
And rip your wings off
And make you fuck up
And I like how he fits
'Cause he isn't too big
But maybe too small
And I like how he ticks

Spread the word children
Get the world filled in
Bitches I'm home

Daddy, remember your old buddy Saturn who
ate his own kids 'cause He knew they'd replace him and
Daddy can't bully us, there's no controlling us
You should've drowned us as kittens, as kittens and
Cassie, you'll witness
The end of His goodness
The end of all hopes and all dreams and my restlessness
End to your Sam and the end to your Dean
And keep at it Cassie go on keep screaming out----

Saving the world is like writing the Bible
It's chicken scratch turned into slander and libel
It's humanized fear of God
It's perfect for me, darlings, perfectly flawed

Look at you all of my
favorite flavors
The zealot, believer
And God help your savior
The righteous man soiled
By his own good intentions
The angel who loved him
not worth his attention

There's no more hiding
From thunder or lightning 'cause
Bitches I'm home

Chorus
(Dean I would find you, but go, just please run away)

We will say this once you simpering gnat
You must learn your chain of command
You do not command us
We command you